Sometimes , the fact that you've been traveling your hole life , following your parents everywhere , in different countries , having different lifes ,making new friends , being the new girl in school , living your family and friends behind , can make you feel sad and lonely sometimes . You feel like you're a stranger ,that you don't know anybody even if you've made friends . You feel incomplete , like a part of your heart is missing . You feel like sleeping in a strange room , even though you've been sleeping there for four years now . Sometimes you need to go back to your real home , to your country , to your family and friend , to feel complete again , to feel your heart beat again ,to feel like breathing after spending minutes under water .

"Sadness comes from the lonelyness of the heart". Montesque